201 08.09.2005 03:25
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey Big Brother,
I miss you more than ever...and you know
how nuts things are down here. You were right - this is hell. The sad
thing is that there's nothing we can do to save anyone else.
I miss
you. I'll see you soon.
as always your
heart,
Dawn
|
200 07.29.2005 23:12
Dr John Onufrak
|
Hard to believe such time has passed. I now live where we once
journeyed so often, in the continental divide. Young Jedi Max will soon
undergo training, he must have the strength and the willpower to fight
on. Hasta Bro, John
|
199 04.27.2005 01:06
Jedi Max
|
Jedi Master,
In honor of Max's Jedi Master Uncle Michael,
Max is ready and willing. And he is honored. And ready to learn to
confront, overtake, and reverse the evil in this world. Cancer is the big
evil enemy.
Let us go forth.
(As told to mom to write, but
the words are directly of Jedi Max. Jedi Warrior Max.) And he is not
kidding. He means it. Uncle Michael, Jedi Master Uncle Michael. The legend
continues.
|
198 04.25.2005 05:06
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Jedi Training to soon begin for those who yearn to learn
within! John
|
197 04.25.2005 00:35
Dawn
|
Well Max's note just about did me in!
It's such a hard time
of year...again, I'll do it without you here. Who would have ever dreamed
I'd be at the jumping off place for 40 and without you having blazed a
path for me to follow?
If I wasn't so sad I'd be really mad at you!
You really should be here for this. No - I mean, you REALLY SHOULD BE HERE
FOR THIS!
You deserve 40 way more than I. What's that all
about?
What's funny, though...everybody says that the "older" I
get...the more I look like you (Max, too). You were always the best
looking of us...but our smiles are just about identical now, and I have
your dimples!!! (Took 40 years...but by God - I've got them!)
I
miss you, big brother, and this time of year is especially hard. You on
May 8 and then me on the 15th. We've never not celebrated together, well,
except since you died. Then Dad the next year. But then, at least we had a
funeral to celebrate that weekend for our birthdays...and that was always
fun.
I'm going to really, really miss you again. You should be
here.
You really should be here. And I'll never
forget.
Always your heart,
Dawn
|
196 04.24.2005 23:57
Jedi Max
|
Max isn't feeling well this evening, and we have been talking about
you. He wrote a note to Master Jedi Onufrak, and then asked me if he could
send you a note on your website. The following is from your
Max...
i wish you could be here you are allwas by my side and i am
allwas by yours i miss you most of all you are a good man i love you most
of all. love max.
|
195 04.19.2005 22:24
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bro, Not a day goes by that I am not reminded of you. Watch
over and touch your family with your presence, and comfort them during
this time of struggle. So many have been touched, let them know you are
happily with the Lord and that this should be a happy thing not sad.
Although here on earth it's sad not having you around. Everyone misses you
immensely. Help us help others. Hasta MDJedi!J.O.
|
194 04.19.2005 21:09
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Oh, Michael,My heart is shattered. Still. There just are no
words.My God, help me through this. Always your
heart,Dawn
|
193 04.13.2005 00:29
Mary Ann
|
Hey Mikey, I haven't written in a long time. I have had you on
my mind almost daily lately. It is coming up on the 4 year anniversary
that you are gone from this physical earth and it would be your 43rd
birthday soon. I just turned 44 much to my chagrin. It doesn't seem
possible that I met you in Atlanta in 1990 when I was just 29! Good Grief!
Time flies but we all still think about you all the time and you will
never be forgotten! I can't believe you ever thought that you could be
forgotten because almost all of us have indelible nick names given to us
by you. I recently found a picture of Mark, Mindy, you and myself at their
wedding almost 13 years ago in Connecticut. It seems like just yesterday.
Miss you Mikey! Bella |
192 04.04.2005 21:11
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Know how the waves just roll over and over and over...over the same
sand on the same beaches and there's nothing we can do to stop them? Not
that we would stop them, you know. Because we wouldn't. They're beautiful,
and timeless, and we have dreams about them...and we want to escape to
them, and they draw us to them...they are infinity. And they are always
there...
I'm sorry, I said "waves." What I meant to say was
"memories."
We always remember...this time of year is just
especially gut-wrenching.
I love you big brother, and miss you
beyond understanding.
I promised you that we'd never forget. We
have not and will not. Remember you promised that you'd never leave me and
the kids. So don't.
Always your heart,
Dawn, Max and
Ally
|
191 03.14.2005 11:20
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bro, Had some good shows this weekend. Lot's of news in my
life, but you know already. Soon to be where I want! Sis and nephew all
good. Watch over them my friend. John |
190 03.02.2005 02:32
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey Big Brother,
I hope you know that I check in often. I
don't always write though, because very often, there just are no
words.
I don't think about you a million times a day. I think about
you just once...it starts in the morning and lasts until I sleep. Every
single day holds precious memories and is the anniversary of something
special. Being able to look back and remember the things we did, and the
time we had together is a gift from God. We really did make memories,
didn't we? Remember the "three-hour tour?" I wonder if you ever told
anyone how you saved our lives. And did we ever find out if "borrowing" a
police car to escape the angry Rastas in Tortola is a "real" crime if you
don't get caught?
Sometimes I can look back and smile, and laugh.
I thank God to have you for my big brother . I lived adventures with you
that most people can't even imagine.
I also look back and cry, and
feel pain that most people can't imagine.
This time of year brings
its own precious memories and special anniversaries.
As promised,
Michael, I'll never forget you.
You are my heart,
Dawn, Max,
and Ally
|
189 02.23.2005 23:06
Jane Oberwager Gaines
|
Tonight, as I watched a surfing documentary called "Riding Giants,"
my thoughts of you were so strong as to be undeniable. Your adventurous
spirit, your strength of mind and body, and your need for thrill, personal
challenge and flow were all represented in this film. Although I think of
you often, Batman, tonight was exceptional. I miss you.
|
188 02.16.2005 11:53
Tami Netzband
|
Mike, your picture hangs in our den and our children know you as Dr
Mike. You held a special place in my husband's life and although I never
met you, we, our children and myself, feel like you are an old friend of
the family. Your name comes to Paul's lips each time we visit Banff
National Park and area, an hour from our home. Paul is lucky to see his
Rocky Mountains everyday but he is climbing a new mountain now- a wife, 4
kids and owning his own business. Paul's passion for climbing (and yours)
has been passed on to our children and they will take your spirit with
them each time they climb and remember the special bond their Dad and you
had.
|
187 02.15.2005 00:54
Paul Netzband
|
Mike,
I have just found this web site. It is now
2005.
I can only hope that you are now on a great mountaintop
sitting in the sunshine, looking down and smiling. We spent many days and
nights chasing summits and, in particularly spent many months training and
eventually climbing Mount Fairweather in June of 1994 (the 13th team to
summit by the Carpe Ridge).
I took many of the pictures that are
found on your web site during a time in your life when the wind was brisk
and the air cold. We smiled. I saw you through many climbing adventures
happily in 1992-1994 and was greatful for every moment that I
spent.
My thoughts go out to your family and friends, even at this
late date.
Once we were tied together climbing for our
lives.
Paul Netzband
|
186 02.08.2005 06:39
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey Big Brother,
It's been a while...not because I've
forgotten, but maybe just because I can't forget. Seems wrong that life
has gone on. It's not right, and it makes no sense...and I could really
use your amazing advice and guidance. It's nuts down here, as I'm sure you
know. Mike, everybody is wrong. Time doesn't heal the pain. I can deal
with "pain"...this is more like a gut-wrenching-soul-wrenching-emotional
torture I endure every waking moment. So many things, Michael. In life and
in death, and so amazingly in-my-face recently, YOU'VE GOT MY BACK! I hear
you in my heart when you guide me. I see you with Dad in my dreams, and I
know you are with me. But Mike, it's just not the same as when you were
here.
I miss you more than you'll ever know. You'll never be
forgotten, and Mike, don't you ever leave me, Max, and Ally. We love you
more than you'll ever know. And we need you.
Always your
heart,
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
185 12.28.2004 20:08
Dr. John Onufrak
|
I
know you had the most perfect of celebrations of Christ's birthday. Must
have been awesome! Prayers for your family during this difficult
time. John
|
184 12.04.2004 20:55
Dr John Onufrak
|
Thinking of you and your family this Holiday
season.
|
183 11.03.2004 06:34
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Awaiting a final decision on our President!
|
182 10.01.2004 04:02
Marty Warbington
|
Hey Mike,
It's been a while, and Cory has been growing
older, so I thought I'd bring you up to date.
He bought a house
this week. That is such a grown up thing to do, but he's become a grown
up.
You took him climbing when he was a teenager. The picture of
you and him standing together is one of my favorites. You had him stand on
a log just so he would look bigger and older. Well, now he looks that way,
but you are gone. You enjoyed him then and you guys would have had such a
good time together now. You will always be missed and
loved.
Marty
|
181 09.27.2004 13:19
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Mike, Just thinking about you. This was your favorite time
of year! |
180 09.05.2004 14:03
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bro, Labor Day Weekend. This would be a time for the daks
either climbing, camping or shooting. The weather is absolutely perfect.
Your memory shall never go unforgotten among the many. Continue to watch
over and support those in need my friend. Semper Fidelis! John
O |
179 08.30.2004 00:02
Mom
|
My
Beautiful Son,
I haven't placed a message here for awhile because I
couldn't get the website up due to my technology handicap[real
surprise,huh}.
Last night at the Emory CHI PHI house was so
bittersweet. You really have some great brothers who have not forgotten
you and told some great stories about all of the escapades of years gone
by. Why weren't you there? Has God told you why? Surely He knew how much
we needed you and would misss you, this doesn't make any sense to me. I
know we have to accept and go on and we're trying. I know you and Dad and
Papa and Uncle Kostie stay with us and truly are our angels, but it isn't
the way we always thought it would be.
Well,as you know I lost
your class ring(bonehead,bozo)and your fraternity brothers had a special
one made(not an easy task) and presented to me at your twentieth reunion.
Nana, Dawn and I were there with the most caring, compassionate and
accomplished (I might add) of your brothers.
It was a moment in
time that will live forever in our hearts. I know you're watching over
David and Malcolm (they still give him a hard time), Ray and Edwina, Jeff
and Tom, Paul, Scot, and all of them.
I intend to get all of the
names right and let each and every one of them know just how much we
appreciated their kindness and compassion. They all have such busy lives
and I know David spearheaded the effort for your/my ring and no doubt was
time consuming, you sure knew what you were doing when you selected your
friends. They are the best.
Thanks for all your help with the new
company, I can't believe I'm doing it. Oh, a big thanks for sending Joe,
no coincidence that he came into my life again and wanted to partner on
this company, never in a million years would I have dreamed this at
this time of my life. God does indeed have a plan, after all.
You
know my heart, my precious child.
Mom
|
178 08.10.2004 22:19
Marty Warbington
|
Dear Mike,
I want to thank you for allowing me to know you
in your time on earth. A person hears stories about people who they admire
and would like to know, but rarely does that happen in life.
So
many people wrote about you without even meeting you. You touched their
lives in a good way at the worse time of your life.
But, I was one
of the lucky ones, as was Cory. We knew you for long enough to see how you
handled yourself in all kinds of situations. Now when Cory has a decision
to make, he makes it after thinking what your decision would be. What a
good gift to leave. Thank you!
We miss you.
Love, Marty and
Cory
|
177 08.10.2004 20:06
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey Big Brother,
Just checking in, as usual. I'm sure you
know all the changes going on in our lives...you and Dad probably had a
little "sit down" with God.
It's been too long since I've seen your
gorgeous face (and that amazing dimple), or heard your hypnotic, deep
voice, or gotten one of your unbelievable bear hugs.
But I still
see you in my dreams, and hear you in my heart, and I can feel your
presence a million times a day.
I miss you more than anyone could
ever have dreamed.
As always, you are my
heart.
Love,
Dawn
|
176 07.12.2004 19:25
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey Big Brother,
Just checking in. You'd be so proud of your
Max. He made the "all-star" baseball team, and will be playing baseball
with kids a few years older than he is from now on! Get this...we watch
the Olympic trials these days, and out of the blue...no prompting
whatsoever...he's interested in...yep...the pole vault! Go figure! Ally
has decided now, since realizing that she can't be an actual horse when
she grows up, that she wants to be a horse rider! She'll be starting her
lessons soon (or maybe later...) as soon as it cools off a little, anyway.
The rest of us are getting thru. We miss you and Dad so much. Knowing
you're up there, somehow, now gives me comfort. You're my angel now. Don't
know how I'd do without believing that.
You will always be my
heart,
Dawn
|
175 06.20.2004 16:36
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey there Big Brother,
I just want everyone to know, as I
know you do, that I think about you every day. And just as I promised you,
my Michael, I will NEVER forget you.
You are, as you have always
been...
My heart,
Dawn
|
174 05.24.2004 22:23
Jane Oberwager Gaines
|
I
sat at the Chi Phi house at Emory, said my prayers, looked at your smiling
photo, remembered your voice and intensity and lit a candle for you right
on the front steps. We were there together in spirit and it felt complete.
It was your birthday, Batman, and the 20 year reunion and you are deeply
missed. Love, Jane
|
173 05.18.2004 23:37
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Michael,
Last Saturday I became 39. It's really the only
thing I've ever done that you didn't conquer and overcome and make easy
for me. Mike, it would have been so easy for you. It was my worst
nightmare without you. It was the first milestone in my life that you
never cleared the path for me. Actually, if spirituality has any hand in
this, you just re-directed my life.
I get it, Big Bro. Done. Happy
now? Actually I am.
Happy 42nd Michael, from your baby sister. And
Max and Ally, your other babies, and they BOTH will never forget
you.
I love you Mike. On behalf of a bunch of people who love you
but just cannot put it into words,
Your heart, as
always,
Dawn
|
172 05.14.2004 23:10
Marty & Cory
|
Mike,
I've been missing your presence in my life. You were
always doing things your way. That made for some interesting times. Once,
at a party in the lab at Emory you promised to bring M&M's, which were
a tradition not to be broken. But you forgot, so you went down to the
vending machines and bought all the M&M bags of candy the machine
held. I think every person there got there own bag.
There is a new
student in the school who has a voice similar to yours. I hear it once in
a while and for just a second I expect to see you turn the corner. It
hurts that you're not there, but it also brings a memory of you and that
is a great feeling.
Love you and miss
you,
Marty
|
171 05.10.2004 19:41
dawn
|
Hey Big Brother,
I couldn't even log on here for your
birthday. On April 27, I outlived my big brother. There is something very
wrong with that. You should be here for all of this. Mike, you turned 42
last Saturday. Mothers Day is always the Sunday after your birthday, and
my b'day is the next Saturday. We always met during that week to
celebrate. I've missed that the last few years. Mike, OH MY GOSH...I'll be
39 on Saturday!!! You were always so much worthier of that than I. Trust
me, Michael...nobody has forgotten. Nobody. I think it just has brought us
all to a place of disbelief. You are just not here for any of us at all.
Not physically. I know I hear you, and feel your presence, and see you in
my kids, and I see you in your friends.
I'd give anything to hear
your voice, or to have your big strong hug, or feel those huge, confident
hands squeeze my shoulders
You are the real stuff, Mike. Happy
Birthday, Big Brother.
I miss you so much. I need you, we all
do.
You are the stuff we all wish we were made of.
I love
you, dawn
|
170 04.20.2004 23:26
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Mike, I can't believe it is 3 years. God has blessed us all
here on Earth, and certainly has given heaven a true angel. I miss ya
man. John
|
169 04.20.2004 09:16
Brooke Major
|
I
would like to support everyone that had surrounded such a wonderful
person, and let them know that his soul is watching over you through every
step you will take in your lives. I wish everyone the courage that Mike
had through his illness, and Mike is someone that will be missed by all.
He is in G.od's hands.
|
168 03.31.2004 17:17
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bud, As you probably know, today's yearly checkup went very
well...uneventful. Dr's are pleased with their Jedi having overcome the
evil disease that afflicted us both. Hemlock still lives! Yessssss! Though
gone from this world, you are not forgotten and your legacy shall still
live on my friend. I will see to that for sure. Keep guiding and
driving those in need. It is imperative to those whom you've touched.
Hasta , John |
167 03.31.2004 16:23
Janis Johnson aka Pumpkin
|
Hey Mike, I am not sure that I can do this...but I will try, you
know what a sap I am. I think about you every day. Marti and I often
pepper our converstions with "mikeisms" and there are a lot of them. You
had such a sense of humor, I remember you would have me crying with your
impersonations. I feel like I watched you grow up, from Emory (you gave me
my last filling, I was numb for a week) to Boston University and
everywhere in between (do we really want to remember Rochester). I miss
you a lot. I sometimes come to this web site and read the wonderful things
that people say about you. You touched our lives in so many ways. I have
great memories of our times together. This is the first time I have had
the strength to write something of my own. I just cannot believe you are
gone and yet, in some ways it is like you are still here. I will carry you
with me always. I love you.
Love Always Pumpkin
|
166 03.31.2004 01:22
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey big brother,
Had to send a letter in addition to the
prayers, just to let you know we still miss you so. As I promised, I'll
never forget, and every day of my life will never be the same without you.
Max is frighteningly like you more and more every day. It is a real
blessing that the same kid who swings light-sabres, and listens to Dr.
John O. tell him about the responsibility of a Jedi, still loves his
mommy, and only wonders where his Uncle Michael's real light sabre is! Oh,
and can he have it when he becomes the Jedi Master?!? And Ally...well she
prays to Uncle Michael, Jesus, and Papa all in the same breath. And she
wants you to come home to us for Easter, just like Jesus came home to His
Father. Wow. Hey Mike, I miss you more than you'll ever know. I thank you
for sending me Dr. John to be my big brother here on earth. No one is you,
Mike. But you did send me your blessing, and he is my big brother now,
through you. And you couldn't have made a better choice. I love
you.
your sis
|
165 03.16.2004 03:48
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Hey big brother,
I still will never forget. Your brother Dr.
John O. has helped me a million times. He is really a brother, to both of
us. Mike, I miss you every day. I would be so much a better person if you
were here. And Max and Ally. They really need you, too. They will never
forget you, either. Dr. John is great, he talked to Max tonight about
being a Jedi. It's cool. Max "gets" that he is speaking for his Uncle
Michael, too. You chose a great man to help us get through this. I still
can't stand it without you and dad, but here I am. Oh big brother, if I
could only wish you home...
|
164 03.15.2004 13:12
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bud, It's soon spring. I'm a year past my carpe diem now and
am doing great. I am truly blessed. I along with so many miss your being
around. Many a day goes by where there is some memory or situation that
arises that reminds me of how we would handle things. Continue as a
guardian angel for your family and friends bro, they need
you. Hasta |
163 03.10.2004 03:41
Dawn, Max and Ally
|
Uncle Michael, Our Ally turned five years old yesterday. Her
birthday wish was that her Uncle Michael would come back.
God,
Mike. What's going on here without you? What were you thinking when you
left me in charge?
Forget you? Big brother. As I approach the age
you were when God called you home, (and we are within a month and a half
of that day) I can't believe I am just right there.
Know what? I
just simply can't go on right now. It's way too close to me being older
than my big brother. I will find find the strength to go on somehow. Soon.
But this is just wrong. And it's just not fair.
Michael, I just
miss you. I just miss my big brother.
I wish you would just come
come.
|
162 02.16.2004 18:01
Dr. Gregg Russell
|
Michael,
I would think the extraordinary tribute that your
friends have set up here only confirms what many of us knew already. You
really are an extraordinary individual.
I had the privilege of
attending high school and college with Mike and really getting a great
view from the cheap seats. Mike had a "code" and style that a youngster
like myself (I'm being very generous) would look at with amazement and
wonder. He just approached things in a unique manner that let you know he
had a plan. I used to swear Mike was from Canada by his pronuncitation (am
I spelling things correctly?) of certain words. Mike drove an El Camino
(of course, it was black) and participated in track as a pole vaulter (how
else would one soar above the earth in track). I will leave out some of
the details of what happened after a serious accident when he broke his
leg, but only Mike could have pulled off the recuperation and
extracurriculars in the hospital that he did.
Later in life, I ran
into Mike at a bar in Buckhead and had a moment to reflect on life and
where each of us was. He actually remembered me which was a treat.
Hope this message finds your spirit well cared for and
appreciated. Many of your better friends have weighed in and probably
touch this site frequently to say, "hello". It's clear that you won't ever
be forgotten.
It was a treat to know you and have stories to tell.
Best wishes for your latest journey.
Gregg
|
161 02.15.2004 00:36
Dawn, Max, and Ally
|
Every day, Michael, I am taken back to my life with you. You
thought you'd be forgotten...never. Never. I miss you so. And I cry for
you. My heart screams for my big brother. I miss you so. Everything is
different now, and I know you and Dad have orchestrated it all. Be with me
and guide me. Please talk to God, and make sure Max and Ally don't suffer
hurt or loss. And if God has any left over, I'd like to not hurt so much
all the time, either. I talk to you like you're here anyway. Oh, Mike, I
miss you so much, No one will ever know
|
160 02.09.2004 15:07
Jane Oberwager Gaines
|
When considering going to Atlanta this coming May for my Emory 20
year reunion, I knew I wanted to see my old friend, Batman, Chi Phi guy,
Mike Daniel. Finding out about his death only now is a daunting task that
I can't seem to get my mind to comprehend yet. The fun, carefree memories
from so long ago are all the more special knowing that he continued his
zest and passion for life until his departure from this world. Mike's zany
energy, intelligence and quick wit, his willingness to try most anything,
his physique and his strength of mind impressed me - and that was 20 years
ago. I remember that he accompanied me to my sorority semi-formal looking
handsome and quite dashing. I still recall graduation day with him and his
broken legs from track! What a man. I send my condolences from NY to his
family. He was a gentleman and a unique human being who made an indelible
impression on me.
|
159 01.27.2004 15:01
Jeffrey Rodman Linscott
|
I
am not sure that I knew Mike directly, but I had flown support for the
Lane County Team through the late 90's to last year. The tribute herein is
but a reminder that the greatest things of all are the things we create
that we can't take with us. The lives we touch and the memories we make.
When I read these pages the hair raised on my neck. It is an awesome
fitting tribute to a great man. Jeffrey
|
158 01.16.2004 23:17
Marty Warbington
|
Hey Mike, It's so cold here in Boston (-7) it reminds me of the
ice storm we had in Rochester shortly after moving there. I didn't lose
power, but you did for 5 days! I offered you a place to sleep, but you
were going to tough it out. On the third day, when everything in your
house was totally frozen,you gave in and asked me if my offer still held.
You came over and asked if you could shower. I said yes of course, and you
disappeared for an hour, trying to warm yourself after 3 days with no
heat. I think that might have influnced you when you decided to take to
climbing ice. Thought you'd want to know. Cory sure misses the
adventures he had with you! Me too, Love Marty
|
157 01.06.2004 07:09
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Happy New Year brother! |
156 12.28.2003 13:56
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Mike,
You are not forgotten this Christmas octave my dear
friend. Special prayers were offered at my St. Peter's, for you and family
and friends. I hope this year coming, 2004, is most prosperous and Happy
and healthy for all those who read and continue to spread the joy and
happiness that Micheal would have wanted. He's touched so many people in
many ways and has given inspiration and hope for so many. May you enjoy
the peace of God's love! John |
155 12.21.2003 04:12
dawn
|
I
am always at a loss for words when I come to this site for comfort.
Everyone who writes has such a special place in their heart for our
Michael.
Whoever said that "time heals the pain" is a big fat liar.
We only learn to live with the pain in the time we are given. Trust
me.
Whoever knew that at 6 and 4, Max and Ally could be so much
like you. You wanted to be Batman...They think they actually ARE Batman.
They practice stealth, and Star Wars is inbred. You would be proud, Uncle
Michael. Frankly..it scares me!
You ARE here. I just know it. I see
it all day, every day. It makes me miss you so much more all the
time.
Just like I promised you, Michael. I think about you every
day. My kids DO know their Uncle Michael (oh, and yes, he is a GOD!), and
the sun DOES rise and set in you, and oh yeah, just like I said to you
THAT day, Mike, my life will never be the same. And it HAS been my honor
to be your sister.
I love you.
|
154 12.07.2003 21:10
Wendy Thomas
|
Time is slipping by and not a day goes past that I don't think of
you. Every time I call my son's name (Michael Daniel Thomas), you are
there... All I can say is thank you for all that you are to us..Love and
miss you.. Wendy
|
153 12.06.2003 06:12
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Michael,
Thanksgiving was uneventful this year, though
the memories of our hunts and hikes led me to deep thought. It's amazing
to me how small a world we actually live in, and how circles of paths
cross each other in life. Many of us that left the Evil DC went to various
states, funny several have ended up here in Ohio. I always mention your
name to let others continue the chain of how you inspired many, then and
now. I am a few short months of my Carpe Diem day, a year of turmoil.
But I am in 100% remission, and am working steadily on physical condition,
health, and peace. Soon, this will be a mere bad dream, and I will have
grown more strong than ever, for I am truly a lucky one. Watch and
guide those who need help. Miss you as we all do. John |
152 11.16.2003 00:43
Christine Charpentier
|
Hey Mike. I feel like I know you...yet we never met. I am very
close friends with your girl 'sped'-I just wanted to tell you that she is
doing really great-she had a rough road-but now has sunshine all around
her. you really changed her life-she is a better, stronger, and healthier
woman for knowing you...thank you for giving her all the gifts you have
given her-in life and in death. you'd be proud of her..she still lives up
to her knickname with grace and style! just thought you would want to know
all this....as if you didn't already!! warmest regards-christine
charpentier
|
151 11.11.2003 19:15
Sped...
|
Hey Mike... What in the world... you see my life now... can you
believe all that has happened? I know you are happy for me babe, but I
miss you... What would life be like with you here? Very different then
now, that is for sure...at least I think! I will always thank you for the
love you gave me, courage and faith that you demonstrated and the laughter
you still bring to my life...As always, I am sure, there are still many
"Sped" moments.... Someday Mike, we will be together again... until
then, protect me as I know you do and always will...
Love you,
Sped
|
150 10.24.2003 19:21
dawn
|
hey big brother,
I still feel like you can't be gone. I miss
your voice, but I can hear you in my heart. I see you in the kids, Max is
more like you every day. I meet people, and tell them about you. Everyone
says they wish they had known you. They have no idea.
How blessed
we are to have had you. I miss you like I never imagined I could. And it
still hurts like new every day.
Stay with us all, please be our
guide.
I love you and miss you like no one could ever
imagine.
Thank you, Chris for keeping this tribute going. It is a
huge comfort.
Everyone please keep praying for John.
And
please, don't ever forget my Michael.
|
149 10.15.2003 09:43
Alisa Krewet
|
I
am inspired by the strength and drive of one mans accomplishments through
hard work and sheer determination. My thoughts are with you and everyone
who struggles with daily living. Cancer has hit closer to home than I ever
suspected, and now it is personal. "I can do all things through Christ who
strengthens me" Phillippians 4:13 |
148 10.14.2003 10:13
Karl Klepfer
|
There is a cold chill in the air now … know what that always meant
to us … ICE!
We’ll stick-a-pick for ya! |
147 10.03.2003 07:45
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bud, Just thinking about the fall. Am starting to make a
more smooth recovery. Endurance, stamina and strength coming back. This
was the time of year of preparation, protocols, packing, climbs, camping,
hunting. I've readied the vehicle, now awaiting a destination. God is
with us ! Miss ya man! John |
146 09.01.2003 20:25
Marty Warbington
|
To
Karen and others. It's a comfort to read the words of someone else who
cared for Mike and still miss him. Thanks for sharing. It's the things
that trigger a strong memory suddenly, that keep me aware of how much I
still miss him. My birthday is in about a week, and on my 40th, when the
lab went to a restaurant for a celebration of it, he gave me a ride in his
Porsche. My very first time in one and one of the few times he ever drove
at lunch time. By that timing I will always remember him on my birthday,
forever. Thank you Mike for that, you made me feel special that
day. |
145 09.01.2003 11:58
Karen
|
To
all who see this page------ Can it be two years and almost five months
since Michael left this time and place to be with God? It doesn't get
easier for me Ihave just learned to live with the pain. The good news is
that Michael and Roy are together having no pain , no worries,no pressure,
no stress. Theyare never far from any of us-just call and they are
there.
John, we all know who is watching over you and interceding
on your behalf...the force is with you along with our daily prayers.
Blessongs to you.
Thank you for keeping this site Chris. You will
never know what it means to us and to people who never met Michael are
inspired by his life.
Thanks and God's love to
all.Karen
|
144 08.16.2003 15:05
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Mike,
These are the days in weather and spirit where
kindred share experiences. There has been much going on in my life,
similar in many ways, but the JEDI light still shines and will not wither.
Yesterday, I saw a sight that I know you would have appreciated. Only a
few hundred yards from my house, in Ohio, I witnessed not one, or
two...but three bucks; two eight points, and a 10 pointer. They were
beautiful and stood so majestically as they knew they had no enemies
here. I am 80 days post stem cell transplant, with zero complications.
I am very lucky indeed. Each day the force grows stronger, and training
will begin once again. There is much to yet explore, and scale....soon the
time will come. You are missed by all my friend, Hasta....John |
143 05.08.2003 22:32
Marty & Cory
|
Mike, Happy Birthday Dude. And the force is with
you. Marty
|
142 05.08.2003 17:52
Becky
|
Happy Birthday Mike!!! |
141 04.11.2003 23:31
Marty Warbington
|
Mikey, Cory and I talk about you like we're going to see you any
day now. We went to your memorial service in Atlanta and it was good to
see you had pictures of when you took Cory camping with you in the
mountains of New york. I also saw my name in your thesis where you thanked
me for all the help. You always said you were going to do that, and you
did. I still have the feeling you're watching out over me, just like I
told you the last time I wrote you. Just want you to know you're still
thought of in Boston and always will be wherever I
am. Marty
|
140 03.31.2003 19:23
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Brother,
As you know, I am now a warrior for the cause.
Fortunately, for health, age, strength, and stamina - qualities we endured
and shared, are still my power. Awaiting first pass news, remember the
path of the righteous man........ Hasta |
139 03.15.2003 01:49
Becky
|
Mike, Please watch over, guide, give strength too and be with
your fellow comrade John. May the "Jedi Force" that you and John have be
with be with John today and everyday... I send special prayers to you
Mike... I know you see what John is going through... May your strength be
with him from the heavens above. I miss you, Sped
|
138 02.23.2003 22:11
becky
|
Mike, Mike, Mike.... I can not believe you are still not physically
here. Just today, I was out walking Buck and was thinking to myself if you
were able to stop by for a visit, how much news I would have to share with
you. All that has happened in the past almost two years... I realize how
much I have changed but always wonder how life would be with you still
here. I still miss you so much... Loosing you certainly has been the most
difficult undertakings I hope to face in my life. I still do not "get it"
and I have come to accept that in this life time I never will. There is
not a day that goes by that in some way or another I know you are with me
either through my actions, reactions, thoughts or dreams. You were the
best. I read a quote the other day, "to live in the hearts of those left
behind, is not to die" and this is what you have done. You have impacted
many Mike in more ways then I know you ever imagined. Funny to find myself
writing this, do you remember Feb 23, 1999???? Four years ago, hard to
believe!! Yes, it is hard to believe the things that only you could do or
say and get away with. I hope that all is well up there for you... Someday
Mike, I know we will be together again and love again....
Spedro
|
137 02.06.2003 21:11
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Comrade,
I communicate with the Spedster often. She,
myself and many others will continue our very fond thoughts and memories.
There are some of us though, who will continue in the arts of the Jedi, as
these are masterfully employed on a daily routine in some way, shape or
form...thought you should know. Gearing up for continental divide
expedition and know you will be present. Miss ya man. John |
136 01.26.2003 21:00
Mature Aunts
|
Beck, I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am. I know that
things can't be to easy on you, and that words don't give much comfort.
Remember that God only gives us that which we can handle, and there is a
reason to all of this chaos, even if we can't see it now. My thoughts and
prayers are with you, and if you need anything don't you dare hesitate to
call. What are cousins for, right. I love you, and give Mike's family my
love and deepest sympathy.
|
135 01.12.2003 10:51
Karl Klepfer
|
Mike: Get your Specialized Mt. Bike ready cause we're going
riden! You know you're always with us …. all of us!
Cheers Bud!
|
134 01.08.2003 14:47
Chris Caropolo
|
Hi
Mike,
I just wanted to say how I would have enjoyed to meet you.
You are an amazing guy. My brother Frankie (26 years old) has been
recently diagnosed with Lymphoblastic Lymphoma. He is making the best of
it. Fortunately, like you, he also has many friends and family who love
him dearly. I spoke with Becky today and she was gracious enough to give
me some information, advice and support. You are a lucky man. She loves
you very much.
I will pray that you have found peace and I hope
you can talk to some of your friends up there and ask them to hold off on
my brother. Take care and I hope to see you on the mountain one
day.
Chris
|
133 12.28.2002 19:43
Heidi Tyrrell
|
Hey Michael, It's been a long time since I've written but I wanted
you to know I always check in.... Pumpkin and I recently got together and
she said you were worried you would be forgotten!! We laughed and asked
"How could anyone forget Michael?" We miss you all the time but always
smile when we talk of you. Oh the things you did and got away with! I
suppose that's why it seems so surreal that you are not on this earth
anymore. You always got out of EVERYTHING and smelled like a rose! I'll
never forget our climb with Mare in Scotland. After all I have such a
"natural pelvic thrust". You even named an ice cave after me... guess
that's why I still miss the "golden boy". Love ya,
Heidleberg
|
132 10.23.2002 17:28
dona cardenas
|
Dear Michael, Karen and Dawn, I just wanted to take the
opportunity to tell you I still think about your family all the time. I
don't know why your family touched my life they way you have. I still have
all the email I received from Michael when he was first diagnosed. I think
about you and your family at least once a week. Something always makes me
think about you. This time it's the emails. But usually, it's a butterfly
or a cyclist or something i see on tv. I am sorry i never had the pleasure
of getting to know you in person Michael. I feel like i really missed out.
Karen and Dawn, you are always in my thoughts. I never know what to say. I
hope you are doing well.
|
131 10.05.2002 00:56
Dawn
|
It's been a long time since I've written. It is still so painful,
and unbelievable to me that you're gone from this world.
It means
the world to me that so many of your amazing comrades continue to remember
and keep your spirit alive, and talk to you, and all of us, through this
beautiful website. Every time I read these incredible tributes, I am
reminded of what a masterpiece you are, how many lives you touched, and
how blessed and honored I am to be your sister.
Our dad, Roy
Daniel, died of cancer on May 2, 2002. Just one year and 12 days after
Michael. Their services were held exactly one year to the day apart.
I know Michael reached out his strong, healthy hand and helped our
Dad enter into eternity. I know they are both watching over us.
Sometimes the heartbreak is unbearable. I'm not sure sometimes how
I make it through the day. Uncle Ron told me that we have to go on living.
He said that the greatest way to honor you is to treasure what you
treasured most - life. To live as courageously, honorably, aggressively,
humbly, curiously, and amazingly as you did. He said that would be the
greatest gift of all. To live. Because that is what you wanted to do. I
won't be as good as you two, but I'm gonna go "B*##@ out"
trying!
Becky and her brother Tim came to Atlanta for a few days in
September. It was bittersweet. I took them to Marist. They have all your
awards and trophys displayed. You're still a legend there! I also took
them by Sheffield Glen - our old place looks great - I wanted to knock on
the door of the new owner, but Becky rationalized me out of it! I took
them to Emory. We drove around the campus, and - yes - went INTO the Chi
Phi house! Becky wanted me to tell them I was looking for my son,
something about me being a Milf? They only have one composite hanging up.
Yours. Apparently, that legend lives on as well.
I'm taking
exceptional care of the Expedition. I'm proud to own it. It will always be
yours, but it's in good hands for now. You can't believe the looks I get
in that thing. You'd be proud. I'm such a guy!
I'm going to Africa
next September, in your honor. I don't know anyting about Africa, but I'm
going. Come with me, OK?
I love you, my heart. Stay together,
you two, and stay with us.
|
130 09.21.2002 11:44
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hey Bud,
Starting the gear checks for the fall, started to
think again about all the pre-planning we did. Fall rock and ice coming
soon, and hunting. Picked up some new gear and toys to make excursions
easier. New vehicle is in planning, practice booming. I wish you were
still here man. Will send INTREP soon. Hasta, John |
129 05.10.2002 06:40
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Happy Birthday Mike!!!!
Climb on ! |
128 05.08.2002 10:17
Becky
|
Happy 40th Birthday Babe!!
Love, Becky
|
127 04.26.2002 08:11
Dr. John Onufrak
|
In
the withering hours of the night April 20, I couldn't sleep. I found it
hard to think of words, so only memories, good ones.... and tears formed.
There were so many great times. Of recent, I am reminded of our plans to
partake in "Eco-Challenge", and of all places, this year would have been
it...NEW ZEALAND!!!, the one place we really wanted to go and climb. I
have inspired others to become SCUBA certified, so we too can go on the
missions we once did. While leafing through my pictures that day, I came
across an Evil Dental Center pamphlet, in it were co stars Mike and John.
Both of us in our laboratories, and an individual photo of Mike working on
a Tigress at the zoo, she required a root canal. Isn't it amazing what
skills GOD has given individuals, in helping others, and in this case his
creatures. Mike was definitely gifted, he gave his all for fellow man and
beast. Mike and I shared stories of zoo adventures, for in each city we've
lived, we've had a zoo connection. I have been a Zoo Docent for the past 2
years, it is wonderful. There is always something new, some reminder of
Mike almost every day that passes. Whether it be my gear wall of climbing
equipment, an eagle or hawk soaring high ( " man I wish Mike could see
this" - and I'm sure he does), or planning a dive, one just has to
wonder. I lost a great friend here on earth, but am happy he lives with
our Lord, I am confident we will meet again. I had the proud honor of
meeting your girlfriend Mike, SPED as some say. She is a wonderful person.
We shared memories and stories for a long time. I was even able to witness
Sped movements, but that was ok. Kindness and the true loving of Mike,
were our subject. We all miss you bud. I am proud to have known you as
a friend and colleague. De Opresso Liber John
|
126 04.20.2002 22:47
Chris Williams
|
To
All, A year has passed since our good friend Mike departed on his
journey, and like a cairn in time, I paused today to mark my course.
Looking back I can say without doubt that the days Mike and I spent,
chewing dirt, rock & snow together, were some of the most outstanding
in memory. As for the future, there is a kind of release that comes from
those who go through an ordeal and who know, having survived it, that they
are equal to all life’s occasions. I will tell these stories for the rest
of my life.
I would also like to express my gratitude to all who
contributed to this web site with pictures and kind words and hope that it
has brought comfort to those who visited. There are no plans to remove it
from the web, but if anyone would like a copy of the site on a CD, please
drop me a note and I’ll gladly send you one.
Finally, I would like
to thank my friend Karl Klepfer for inspiring me to take on this
project.
Safe Travels and Peace to
All, Chris !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A true friend unbosoms freely, advises justly,
assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends
courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably. - William
Penn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|
125 04.16.2002 00:32
Sped
|
My
Dear Mike, Spring is here, flowers are blooming, birds are singing and
the days are getting longer... I can not believe a year has already gone
by without you. I was reading my journal entry from April 14, 2001 last
year and would like to share what I wrote. I can not believe this was just
6 days before you went to heaven...
"Thank you dear Lord for
another great day of moving towards peace and acceptance that we simply
have only one day, and another awesome day that I am with the man that I
so dearly love. Mike had a massage from Dorothee today, we then went over
to the Papke's and got in the hot tub. I dropped Buck off to stay with
Jake. MD and I then went to Barnes and Nobel. I read "where the side walk
ends" and Mike read climbing magazines. We sat by each other and listened
to a man in the cafe sing and play the guitar - it felt so normal. The
singer played the song, "you are my sunshine" and Mike sang it to me. The
same song he sang when we were hanging out in the hospital room at
Evergreen waiting for Dr. Mathey to come and tell us the final diagnosis
when Mike first learned he had cancer. We both laughed out loud tonight.
MD laughed watching Buck and Jake play while we were in the hot tub. Aside
from praying with Mike tonight at bedtime, seeing his awesome smile was
the best part of my day."
Mike, I am so blessed to have been part
of your life and to know that you are watching over me like you told me
you would. I thank you for all of our talks and prayers. They have got me
through this past year.
I have enjoyed meeting your fellow comrades
this past year and learning so many things about you. I am very lucky
Mike. You know, the one thing I miss the most Mike is laughing with you.
In the meantime, I know you are laughing with me because you get to see
all Sped moves... That is one way I feel you with me, when I laugh at
myself and know that you are too!!
I miss you babe, Love,
Sped
|
124 03.02.2002 17:13
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Just came back from a continental divide campaign. Two climbers,
much ice - fat city. Climbed to base at 9600ft. Altimeter checks along the
way, three individual water falls, WI 4, 4+, and 5 respectively,
10000feet, 10400 feet, and 11100 feet. Awesome. SPED got to witness some
from vantage point. Also, along the trek, along a windblown sunny NE
face of another mountain, we find 3 unmarked stone graves, like that of
old west. Interesting.
Going back for more soon. Hasta |
123 01.18.2002 21:31
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Just a quick entry for the new year....Thanksgiving hunting was
fun, but not the same. Christmas, I lost my Grandmother a few days before.
I hope she will reunite and say hello Mike, she liked you. My winter
hunting campaign was fun, I visited a cave that Mike and I use to hunt. As
usual, there was an occupant. Soon I am off to a new location and a new
adventure, more rock and ice. I wish we could climb once again, man the
fun we had. I'm going to do the fang again for fun, make a tribute to ya
buddy, then off to some 14ers, looking forward. May the Eagle fly and
watch over us all. One day I hope we have the answers to life's enigma.
It seems so unfair sometimes. I thank God for what he has given me, I am
only starting, and life is awesome, I wish you were around to see.
Practice is flourishing, life is good, so much to do, so much to
experience....no regrets...he who hesitates is lost right? Had some
awesome trials of "DENIAL" - a game we played well. Now looking for a new
attack craft to use. I hope your family is well buddy, will write
again soon. Hemlock
|
122 09.27.2001 06:03
Karl Klepfer
|
I’ve been asked by a local outdoors shop to put a slide show on
for them. I said OK. This show entitled “PERU, an Alpinist's View” was
Mike's first Peruvian experience. The show will be marketed throughout the
mid-west (St. Louis, MO).
This show will be dedicated to the Sprit
of Mike and we will have the link to Mike’s Memorial Web Page posted in
all Marketing material.
If you would like to see the slide show
descriptive, please email me for a copy @ klepk@swbell.net and I will make
every attempt to get it to you.
Your Friend! Karl Klepfer |
121 09.26.2001 21:28
Dr. John Onufrak
|
Hello all,
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't check
this page, trying to strike the keyboard however is a tough task. I just
wander off and reminisce ........
I know we will all remember what
happened on 11 September 2001, where we were, what we were doing, etc. I
will always remember as it was my home town struck, and for me, as I'm
sure Mike would agree, doing what was done gives us all a vitamin pill to
want to strike back and see justice done. Anyway, I will also remember
what I was doing..I was diving off the coast of Florida, actually near
McGill AFB. Before the dive I thought of Mike and of his last mission to
deliver him to sea, while diving I thought of Mike because I just acquired
and dove the latest in NAVY SEAL equipment - YES!!! - which I knew he
could appreciate. I also thought about those times we buddied up and dove
in various places, and wished he were along side once again doing another
fun thing. When I came aboard the dive boat, I was changing my gear and
tanks for the next dive when the captain asked us all to come up front as
he had something important to tell us. Another climbing buddy of mine,
Andy, and I looked at each other and had a feeling of suspect and
question. I thought that someone on board was sick, hurt, saw a shark or
another shark attack had occurred near our area, as we were in shark
country. When he spoke those words, our WTC in NYC, and Pentagon had been
attacked, a feeling of disgust came over us all, sheer horror and sorrow
for those involved. I immediately thought of Mike, how we would have
been discussing the situation and making plans to help in any way. I got
certified a while back in forensic odontology, and search and rescue just
as Mike had. We had skills others needed, but flights were cancelled. So I
adapted, improvised and overcame the situation, rented a car, and drove on
up...... I just wanted to let you know I miss ya buddy. John |
120 09.15.2001 20:52
Tim Goad
|
Dear Mike:
About this time last week, I went on a
drive; Talked with my sister Becky, and we both cried.
Went
to the San Juans to take in the view, And with heavy hearts we
talked a lot about you.
To say she misses you would not say
enough; She cries every night and since you died it's been
rough.
Now she has me, Lyuda Caine and Buck, To soothe her
pain and see that she doesn't get stuck.
Memories of you and
her fill her thoughts every day, So I wrote this poem, to say
what she can't say.
She loved you with all of her heart, all of
her soul; Now she's left to wonder if she can ever again be
whole.
I thank you for inspiring her and championing God's
grace, For because of your spirit the world is truly a better
place.
The view from where you're at must be great, But
don't ever forget how a thought of you makes her elate.
You
won't be forgotten, whether you're near or far; And she will always
love you Mike, for you were her brightest
star.
|
119 09.12.2001 22:31
dawn
|
It's been a while since I've written.I read this incredible tribute
to my big brother often,but it's just too painful to write.Our whole
family is so deeply tormented by Michael's death.We miss him so much.The
devastating events in our country over the last two days prompted me to
write this...I still haven't found much understanding for why Michael's
life was cut so short,but maybe,as so many of us believe,there is a
reason.Maybe God needed Michael's strong hand to guide someone out of a
burning, collapsing building,or his faithful hand to help someone else
pass over into His loving embrace.Maybe the courageous search and rescue
teams needed Michael's expertise from above to lead them to a survivor.I
somehow know that my Michael is there. I wonder how many of us have
thought about Michael yesterday and today? I think about him about a
million times a day.I never thought it could hurt so bad.
|
118 09.07.2001 10:53
Adam Dawson
|
I
just found out about Mike yesterday, after browsing the RRISC web page. I
am very saddened by his passing.
He was a fleeting friend who I
climbed with 3 or 4 times. He was a mentor, not only in the hills, but in
life. I admired him for his rock solid stability.
I belayed him up
100 foot Angel Falls once, and when he got to the top, he had to rappel
down and pull his own pro becuase I didn't feel comfortable climbing ...
he told me at that time that I had to feel comfortable in whatever I did
and it was totally acceptable. Not a word was said about it after that.
Rock solid stability.
He was the only guy I new who could climb
5.10 in his double boots wearing a 25 pound pack.
Seven years ago,
myself, my wife Paula and Roman left for the Grand Teton. We were
sceptical about the ascent, but figured we'd go and try anyway. Mike was
the only person who told us "You will climb it, I have confidence." We
never did climb it that time, but just last week, Paula and I went back
and did summit. I thought about Mike a lot on that trip because of what he
initially said to us, ... not knowing what happened to
him.
Fleeting friend, mentor ... I like to be outside because I can
hear God. I will also now listen for you. The belay is on Mike ... climb
on ... |
117 08.26.2001 22:58
CDaniel
|
On
behalf of the Daniel Family and my best friend , MDJedi, Thank you,
everyone, for your thoughts, memories and prayers. They have eased our
pain and lifted our spirits. If my brother were still here in the flesh,
he would silently thank each and every person who touched his life. He
cared very deeply for all of his friends and companions. Michael asked me
to be sure and let all of "you" know how grateful he is for the wonderful
souls he had the honor of knowing. God Speed.
Peace.
Chris
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116 08.16.2001 23:56
Mary Ann
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It
has taken quite sometime to be able to write here because I have been in
shock....It truly seems impossible that Mike is gone 4 months. Although
Mike and I did not keep in touch at the end I can say that we had an
inseparable bond. We met in Atlanta in 1990 and it is because of him that
I decided to move to Rochester to continue my education when Emory closed
it's postgraduate program. I have no regrets about that decision
especially because I spent a significant portion of my first year and a
half in Rochester with Michael. The reason that I am writing this is
because I was with Mike when he first took up the sport that he loved so
much...climbing. He became friends with John Featherstone and was
introduced to the Rochester Rock and Ice Club. He also met Karl Klepfer
and Chris Williams there. He was hooked on it right from the start. We
used to spend Saturday afternoons at EMS looking at climbing gear. I was
with him when he bought his first rope, harness and shoes (which was a big
deal because we were living on a resident's salary). Anybody who knew Mike
understood his passion for life and his beloved climbing. I truly believe
that he would have done K-2 and Everest and the rest of the 7 peaks if he
had lived. In the beginning, Mike would take his climbing gear
everywhere...he had to climb everything wherever. We went to the "gunks"
one time and we climbed several routes in the pouring rain. I was cursing
him out because I couldn't get over this overhang that he made look so
easy. The only other nuts out there were people from greenpeace planning
their next maneuvers. To get him to come to New Jersey to see my family I
had to promise him I would take him to Patagonia in NYC. Another time we
went to Memphis, Tennessee to climb overnight from Atlanta and because he
wanted to climb "one more route" we had to race back to Atlanta at 100 mph
to catch our plane. Poor Roy had to race us to the airport and we didn't
get our luggage in Rochester for 2 days...but we made it. Mike always made
it... thats why this is so unreal. He could do anything if he set his mind
to it. I keep thinking that there is some unseen reason for this tragedy
and perhaps someday we will know... just like he knows now. I know you are
watching over all of us now Mikey. I know that you are at peace and now
know the true love of your family and friends. I miss you bonehead. Love
always, Bella
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115 08.10.2001 01:35
Becky
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cont: My world is a better place because of you
The
precious memories of singing "our song" to each other.
I miss and
love you Mike but I know your spirt lives within all of us who love you
and that you loved in so many different and touching ways. You are very
special and so dearly missed by many.
Sweet Dreams,
Sped
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114 08.10.2001 01:30
Becky
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Dear Mike, It was a beautiful day here in Seattle, one I would
have loved to spent with you. Going on an unplanned adventure somewhere,
ending up nowhere but always having fun. We did get lost a lot, at least
by my directions! Today I flew up to the San Juan Islands. I have been
doing a lot of flying the past few months. It is immaculate, Mnt. Rainier,
the Cascades, the Olympics, Mnt. Baker and a pod of killer whales that
Long flew down to a hundred feet elevation so I could watch. I feel so
surrounded by you and feel your presence when I am flying. It is so
peaceful, so beautiful and so free and I always see a rainbow. I can only
imagine what your view is like. You can watch a beautiful sunset every
night or a beautiful sunrise every morning. Sometimes, I wonder where you
are watching them- what is the time zone in heaven? (Sped
question)
Having you in my life was a miracle and a blessing that I
will forever be greatful for. I was with you when you took your last
breath and felt your heart slowly come to a stop- the last person you
touched, you kissed and said that you love. I felt such amazing peace in
the room holding you in my lap while Jimmy ran downstairs to get your
family. For the first time in months you were at peace. It is such a
blessing to know that you knew you were going to heaven and you were
"excited" to see your Papa as you told me. Words will never captivate my
love and admiration for you, my hero.
I miss our nightly prayers
together and writing back and forth in our journal. The one thing I am
most grateful for is being around someone as reverent as you. Mike you
never prayed for yourself only for others and always gave thanks first.
Your relentless faith was inspiring to watch and feel. In the face of
extream adversity you held yourself so high and always took the time to
ask others how they were doing. I have relished meeting the people who
knew you. Your co-workers at "the snake" had many funny stories to tell
and still have your poster of Dr. Evil above your "chair." Hearing the
many climbing adventures at the Eugene Mountain Rescue party was a lot of
fun too.
Last month I flew to Port Townsend- Long and I met Jimmy
and Brandon at Paine Field and they then followed us over. Jimmy in his
plane with Brandon and Long and I in the T-28 military plane. Long and I
were there first and I was so excited to watch Jimmy do one of his first
landings. I was standing out by the runway and spotted him with binoculars
and watched them fly in. From as far as I could see, until they made the
approach for landing a bald eagle was escorting them in. Upon their safe
arrival, as if summoned by you, the eagle broke off on its own missing man
formation into the heavens and I just knew...
For all those times
you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the
joy you brought to my life For every wrong that you made right For
every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll
be forever greatful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me
fall You're the one who saw me through through it all
You
were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't
speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the the best
there was in me Lifted me up when I could not reach You gave me
faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved
me
You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I
could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said
no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your
love I had it all I'm greatful for each day you gave me Maybe I
don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed
because I was loved by you
You were always there for me The
tender wind that carried me Light in the dark shining your love into
my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the
truth My world is a bette
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113 08.10.2001 00:41
Buck
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Buck says, "ruff, rufffff, ruff" and that he misses you... Love you
Dad!! Buck
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112 08.09.2001 19:28
KAREN BEROS
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DEAR MICHAEL
WE LET YOU GO INTO THE SEA, ONLY ANOTHER
MOUTAIN FOR YOU IT WOULD BE. YOU WERE QUITE A SPECIAL PERSON I FEEL
UNLUCKY IN A WAY I DIDNT GET TO MEET YOU IN LIFE, BUT IN ANOTHER WAY, ONLY
THE GOOD DIE YOUNG, THATS WHAT THEY SAY, I STILL FEEL A LITTLE CHEATED,
BUT AT LEAST YOU'LL BE FISHIN WITH ME EVERYDAY (HA HA)
CLIMBING
MOUNTAINS, HEALING CHILDREN, DOING EVERYTHING THAT YOUR LIFE WOULD ALLOW,
HOW YOU DID IT, ITS |